On September 12, 1973 I was ready to have a C-section done. They started injecting me the anesthesia through the IV and I felt a strange sensation. I couldn't move my body but my mind was awake. I realized they were going to start cutting and I was conscious. I tried desperately to move and scream but all my efforts were in vain. I started feeling a terrible pain while they were cutting my abdomen. All of a sudden I heard an audible voice who said "Look what is going to happen to you!" In that instant I came out of my body spinning and found myself at the ceiling of the room. From there I saw when they took my baby out of my womb and I heard the baby crying. I felt very sad and I said: "This is it, everything is over for me on the earth. I was so anxious to see my baby and I couldn't even hold it in my arms. It's over, my children will forget all about me". After this thoughts I started going up spinning at a high speed. I could realize I didn't have a solid body. I was some kind of energy force moving at a high speed but I didn't move at will. I was conscious of myself and I had all my memories with me. I knew I had left the earth. I found myself in a pitch-black place and I started asking questions. "Is this the universe? Where am I? Where am I going? Am I going to stay here forever? All of a sudden I started feeling something very strange. The only word I can use for this is agony or torment. I experienced a desperate need to have a body. I couldn't bear the torment. I remembered the voice I heard before coming out of my body ("look what is going to happen to you"). I started screaming "PLEASE, DON'T LET THIS TO HAPPEN!" " I ACCEPT I WILL NEVER GO BACK TO THE EARTH , I ACCEPT I WILL NEVER SEE MY CHILDREN AGAIN, BUT I CAN'T ACCEPT TO BE HERE FOREVER". "NO, PLEASE, DON'T LET THIS TO HAPPEN!"
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