Friday, December 18, 2009

SURGERY NIGHTMARE

In February 1970 I was admitted at the Municipal Hospital in Arecibo PR due to a constant pain in my upper stomach area. I had been suffering from that pain for almost three years and it was increasing in intensity. During all that time I was taken x-rays few times and they never found anything wrong.

Well, now I was in a real bad shape. I had been few days in the hospital under a medication that had me sleeping all the time. Every time I woke up screaming in pain they just came and got me a shot that put me back to sleep. And now when I woke up without pain the doctors came to ask me if I agreed to an exploratory surgery since
the X-rays were not showing any existent problem. I agreed to the surgery.

By that time I was taking home bible studies with the Jehovah Witnesses. I started studying with them in 1997 but I had not taken the decision of receiving the baptism in the waters since I was not completely convinced they were the truth I was looking for. I wanted to know if the Pentecostals were the ones who had the truth or were the Jehovah Witnesses.

I needed to talk to God I wanted God to reveal me the truth. Now that I was going to have that surgery I saw an opportunity for God to reveal me the truth. I looked up to heaven through the window and I said " Jehovah, in few moments I will go to the surgery room, In this surgery I want you to reveal me who has the truth, the Jehovah Witnesses or the Pentecostals.

After I asked that petition to God I rested waiting for the nurses to come and take me to the surgery room. In that moment I saw a group of Pentecostals around praying for the sick. They were going bed to bed asking people if they wanted prayer. When they came to my bed and asked me If I wanted them to pray for me I agreed. They started praying and I felt an electricity all over from my back down but I didn't get excited for this or thought they had the truth. *(far was I from knowing that that electricity I was feeling was the power of God working in my inside. God was not healing my gall bladder but was holding it from bursting inside me, His plan was to answer my prayer "show me in the surgery who has the truth")

After a little while the nurses came. They took me in and they started to prepare me for the surgery. When they were injecting me the anesthesia I felt a sudden sensation of spinning but I could still hear the doctors and nurses talking. I realized I was conscious and I tried to move but I felt as if I was a mural of cement. I became desperate knowing they were going to cut me open and I was going to feel it. Surely so, they started the surgery and I started feeling an agonizing pain. I tried and tried to move and scream but all my efforts were in vain.

Suddenly I heard a deep male voice saying to me, "You are feeling everything, aren't you?, for the doctor you are unconscious, but we both know you are feeling everything." Then he stopped talking and I could hear the doctors and nurses at the surgery talking and even laughing. I went on feeling the agonizing pain and I heard the doctor say "suction" but I didn't know what that meant. The voice went on saying "remember this pain but remember this one a lot more", and when he said that I felt the most horrible pain ever as if all my guts were being pulled out. I tried and tried so hard to move and scream, I kept on trying desperately and I heard the doctor say , "wait a moment, apply more anesthesia to her." I guess he noticed I was waking up. It was so hopeless to hear that. Again I felt I was spinning and I went on feeling the horrible pain. The voice kept on saying , "remember this pain but remember this one a lot more". Then the voice said , "now I will make them believe you are dead." I got so desperate I screamed "JEHOVAH, HELP ME!!" when I said that-for my surprise- the voice yelled an angry blasting scream, "DON'T SAY THAT!" I then went on saying "JEHOVAH, HELP ME!, JEHOVAH, HELP ME!" Every time I said "JEHOVAH, HELP ME!" the voice went on saying "do not say that!, do not say that!," but every time the voice was kind of moving farther and farther until I didn't hear it any longer. It was a silence and then I heard a group of voices saying to me, "you have to say something so you can pass" I then started speaking in other language. I didn't understand what I was saying. Then I heard them say "she passed the test" and then they said "Now as a gift you will see Harry". When I opened my eyes I was in a room and Harry was standing in front of me.

Harry is my children's dad. He had left to New York when I was about four month pregnant with my second baby. I didn't expect Harry to come back, but right there in front of my bed was Harry standing and was the first person I saw when I opened my eyes just when the voices said "Now, as a present you will see Harry". Amazing isn't it?

After a little while the doctor came to me and told me my gall bladder was about to burst in his hands. i didn't tell him I had felt the surgery.

I was thinking on the terrible experience and remembered I had asked Jehovah to reveal me which religion was teaching the truth. Guess what? I understood that the ones who had the truth were the Jehovah Witnesses since the voice that was tormenting me blasted in terror "DON'T SAY THAT!" when I cried "JEHOVAH, HELP ME!" So I made my decision to get baptized by the JWs and so I did.

I had not understood the revelation of which group were teaching the truth so I think I needed another experience. In 1973 i went through another experience during a surgery, this time was an out of the body experience. read about it HERE
http://haydee-outofmybody.blogspot.com/

Now let's go back, as I said before, since the voice that was tormenting me reacted so drastically to my cry to Jehovah for help, I believed God was showing me the JWs had the truth, but let's analyze the experience. Jehovah witnesses preach about Jehovah but so do the Pentecostals. So we need to look for more evidence to understand who God showed me that had the truth. You will notice that at that time I overlooked the fact that I spoke in other language. I didn't even give importance to it since I didn't know anything about speaking in tongues as a spiritual experience.

Let's summarize the experience,
A group of Pentecostals prayed for me before the surgery.
I felt electricity all over my body.
During the surgery a voice was tormenting me all the way.
when I cried "Jehovah Help me!" it blasted in anger "Don't say that!"
As I went repeating my cry for help to Jehovah the voice went on repeating "don't say that!" fading it way to disappearance.
The voices asked me to say something in order to pass.
I started talking in other language.
A choir of voices said "she passed the test."
The voices said "As a gift you will see Harry now."
As a prove that all this was a real experience when I opened my eyes Harry was standing right in front of me.
The doctor came to me and said the gall bladder was about to burst in his hands.

Now the analysis
Jehovah witnesses preach about Jehovah as God.
Jehovah witnesses don't believe that angels can talk to you.
They don't believe in miracle healing.
They don't believe in any kind of miracles.
They don't believe in speaking in tongues.
They don't believe God can talk to you through visions,
dreams or supernatural experiences.

Pentecostals preach about Jehovah as God.
They believe God can use angels to talk to you.
They believe in miracles.
They believe in miracle healing.
They believe in speaking in tongues.
They believe God can talk to you through visions, dreams
or supernatural experiences.

What did God show me during the experience?

It was not until 1973 when I had my out of the body experience and came to know Jesus that I realize that God had revealed me during the gall bladder surgery that the Pentecostals were the ones who were preaching the truth but I had not realized it then.
I realized the prayer the Pentecostal said on my behalf before my surgery avoided my gall bladder from bursting in the doctor's hands. That was a miracle.
I realized the angels talked to me and helped me out. They were the ones asking me to say something to pass, the ones who said "she passed the test" and the ones who said, "now as a gift you will see Harry."
I realized that as a prove my experience was a real answer to my prayer Harry was standing in front of me just as the angels said.
I realized Speaking in tongues was an obvious and strong prove since I talked the tongues myself without even knowing anything about it.

God answered my prayer and showed me who was preaching the truth.
Jesus says in John 14:6 "I am the way, THE TRUTH and the Life."
The truth is not a religion, the TRUTH is YESHUAH and that is what the Pentecostals preach.
Jehovah witnesses say their religion is the truth.

For my next experience click HERE

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